I am currently at 172lbs (I gained 3 lbs from last week, but I will blame my cycle.)
So I am officially 7 lbs from my initial goal weight AND 17 lbs from my overall goal. I want to get to 155. To give myself some wiggle room. If I can get there, that will almost be a 100lb loss. That's Insane!
I do know that these last few pounds will be a BIOTCH!!!
I have struggled lately, I wont sugar coat it. For all you who are losing weight, or are in my position and have less than 20lbs to go. This IS harder then starting the diet/excercise process. I think to a degree I got comfortable in how well I did, and even though I have more to lose, I started slacking off. These things DO NOT help me get to my goal.
1. Doing good all week and blowing it on the weekend
2. Skipping the gym
Bottom line, I was due at my goal weight by christmas! And then it was my birhday! And then it was summer.....Well summer is almost here! I wont lose 17lbs by summer, but I can be well on my way.
One thing i regret was not doing enough toning up. Despite the fact that my husband (who is major buff and a workout guru/gym rat) gave me work outs to do. I never really took them seriously. Sure, I did them, but not like I should. Some days my anxiety got the best of me and I did cardio instead. And yes I lost the weight, but in return, im not toned at all....
Im taking the week off because I had one more back procedure. And then next week Im getting serious again.
I had another Epiphany while seeing an old photo, and I'm ready to get this journey over with! Wipe my hands of it.
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| My mimi Made me this bag! |
It is truly amazing how your brain tricks you into thinking you dont look much different then when you started...well its my brain and a little bit of the mirror too...bastards! lol.
But I do think the the proof is in this picture. Ive come a long way and I'm proud of myself.
So this blog helped me in the second half of my journey, and in order to get through this last leg, I am going to keep up with it. It was good for me. Even if no one reads it, its for me.
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